Friday night to Sunday
Long ago... Someone in my life said this to me that if a person is going to leave u... u will have 2 kind of feelings... one is being lonely and the other is losing someone who is important to u... i dun feel both of that but i felt something else which is i realised that when i really looked deep into my heart and found that my heart was the one i lost.Last friday, my dear came... we had the usual dinner and plannings. I was happy ... really happy. Although i been doing all kinds of things to make her happy, indirectly i may have irritated her again. Haiz stupid me. I always tried to tell myself i should tolerate because i wan her back, not to scare her away. She once said she will once in awhile wan to enjoy her freedom(going out with frens enjoy being free) but she knows she will get tired of this. I am willing to wait and work hard for both of us because i know when she is happy i am happy. I really do feel that. Because on Sunday I saw her beautiful smile and i really feel she was happy because of me. No one can bring that smile within me anymore except her. Dear u hold a very important place in my heart. We were at Westmall after work, we went to buy lots of things. New bedsheet and also wallet for both of us... couple couple ma.
Saturday, i woke up with her because i promise her to go work with her regardless whether i am tired or not. After her work we went to our usual which is AMK Hub and enjoyed the lunch at the foodcourt and after that guess what we saw. It was 物物大交换 it was hosted by Mark Lee and Calvin Su. Dear said to me since we got nothing else then walking around, can we stay and watch the filming. She say everytime got this kind of filming she never get the chance to stay throughout because of tired. So i said ok and stayed. We saw them joke and that Calvin Su is 'big'. Means he is abit plump la haha~~. After lunch around 2pm + they came back from their lunch and started the filming. Alot of jokes and fun happend... like the small children telling the story of the item they wanted to trade. So CUTE~~~~. In the end we wanted to take picture with them but scare paiseh. But after that i went over and told them can i take a picture with them? they said ok sure. First they took with my dear, after that with me. I always wanted to remind Calvin Su that remember me? I was the guy who called long ago to 933fm in the late night last call. I wanted to dedicate a song but he say he couldn't find so he suggested another song. So bo bian lo. But he say dun say on AIR haha. So when on AIR he asked me that and i said that he dun have the song i wan so he gave me another song lo haha~~~ bad hor. But in the end we just took the pictures and left. We went for out regular foot reflexology then we wanted to have our dinner but we did not. I told my dear that i never smoke for the whole day. She was happy for me. But its true. For her i can quit and do everything that is good for us. During our Salsa class, we had a small fight, but it quiet down eventually. I told myself i must tolerate. When we reach home we did not bathe, because dear dear always like to sleep on my bed and fall asleep. I always like to see her sleep. Her cute face always tend to make my heart feel so warmth. I told her i will wake her up but in the end i also fall asleep. HAHA.
In the middle of the night, i woke up around 3am + and cannot take the addiction of ciggarette so i went to take my dads cigg. But she woke up also and saw me smoking ... and she was angry. I explained to her and slowly she relaxed. In the end only i bathed because i had wax on my head. In the morning we woke up a few times becuase of the noise that was produced by my neighbour... drilling sound. It was them installing a CCTV outside their door to catch the "underwear thief". After that we just continued sleeping till 3pm and woke up and bathe and eat our so called lunch. After that we watched SCV and it was time for dinner so i decided to buy food for her as she can rest at home. I went to Westmall and bought KFC 3pc meal and zinger meal. Then proceed to nearby coffeeshop to buy Sharkfin soup but they were out of that. Haiz Sorry dear did not get the one u wanted to have. After that i packed abit of my room and changed the new bedsheet. also i took a wet cloth and started cleaning the hell out of my dusty room. I know it maybe too late to do all this. But i wan to show her that i really have the heart to change. Its never too late to change.
She was watching anime from youtube as we were actually trying to d/l anime to watch. some of the series i had. But in the end she was hooked on by an anime series called Aishiteru Ze Baby. Cute nice anime.
Haiz but today which is monday she says she was scolded for 3 times on the same thing. I dunno wat i can do for her ... but i hope i can make her feel better. Dear Dear ... Dar dar Sayang k ... love u muackz
Labels: Calvin Su, Dear dear, Mark Lee, Vin Vin
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