KTV plus Chomp Chomp makan
yet another day at work on wednesday, actually called deardear but she sounded moody. dunno why but i try to make her happy yet cannot too over because later she will feel irritated. She ask me mummy got cook i say yes duck noodles. Then she ask got cook her share then i answered yes. But if she dun wan to come over to eat dinner i can take her share. So she agreed and said she wants to go home and pack her stuff so i assumed she dun wan to eat dinner with me. Abit sad because next day is a public holiday Deepavali. Haiz i told her before that i will change, but dunno how long it will take ... i been forcing myself to change because its for us. Later in the afternoon she told me she maybe going out with her frens. i said ok lo ... as long she happy can le. Dun dare to ask too much. Haiz dunno wat i can do. i waited for her call until 12 +am then i think i should message her to see whether has she arrived home safely. But she reply she haven got home yet and i am asking too much. DO I HAVE TO REPORT TO U. Thats what she wrote. haiz heart breaking. But its the truth i can't ask too much... its because i am worried about her but maybe i am thinking too much. After i tried staying up until 3 am and feel asleep. She called me around 5+ am and i pick up immediately. I tok to her for awhile and tried not to show that i am controlling her. I am just happy she even bothered to call me and tell me she is safely home. SO happy~~~. She told me she went clubbing at dbl o with her frens. I was like 'huh' but actually my heart told me if she comes back around this time sure go clubbing. I can't say much or do much but i only realise one thing. She do not need me anymore. I feel so helpless in worrying for her. But i still love her. Haiz
Next day she woke up and called me on my mobile because i promise to reach her place around 10+am to accompany her. But i overslept. So she was angry that i broke my promise again. I felt so disappointed with myself and really felt like crying and hating myself why i always like tat. Must i really feel the pain to always remind me what is happening. I hate myself. Sometimes i just wan my dear dear to sayang me haiz.
I quickly woke up and wash up and changed into my casual attire which is track pants and collar tee. i quickly went down and took a bus to westmall took a train down to AMK. Upon reaching i called her to confirm regarding the KTV in the evening price. K box is offering 24+ for per pax and party world is offering 21+ for per pax. Nice and cheap. I bought Wan ton mee for her and i bought for myself Katsu Curry. I know she is having sorethroat from yesterday's clubbing so i bought star fruit juice and water melon juice for her to drink. Let her choose herself. I quickly took a cab to her place and woke her up to eat lunch.
Her father and aunt ask me to do some stuff for them. Her father say the SCV cablevision set is giving some problem because the image seems jagged ... so i tried to troubleshoot. In the end i think it is the set-top faulty le ... so have to change lo... then my dear came out and we had our lunch .... when i see her eating i feel happy because that is maybe the only i can do for her now to make her happy. I feel miserable haha but happy again. I think i abit 'short short'
After that lester boy computer monitor cannot power on so i went to check. But once i power on everything...it looks fine. Then dear dear took over and showed lester boy the pictures we all took last time from her portable HDD. Lester boy sometimes shy shy and funny... so cute. Haiz
After that we wanted to take a short nap because its still abit early and also she did not have enough rest so i say ok la dar dar sayang u orh orh. Muackz then Lester boy keep coming in with his english workbook and start asking us how to do this how to do that. Dear dear try to solve 3 questions from her but then i dun wan her to keep lying down and waking up so i told her u go rest i teach lester boy.
Raymond called and suggested to send us together for KTV later so we can sleep later again haha .... its just another 30 mins more that time.
Same thing i always sleep with dear dear i feel so happy and warmth i tend to really fall asleep... haha then when we woke up ... die it was already so late. Faster change and washup and go meet raymond at the other coffeeshop.
We sing KTV with Shander, Jerry, Raymond, Deardear and me. Shander has a great voice and Jerry too all very good singers. After awhile around 8pm Shander says she has to leave to collect some stuffs so Jerry accompanied and left with her. Raymond send them too. So in the end left me and dear. We sing and sing ... some things happend in a happy way ... so we enjoyed it. After that the waiter came in a inform we still have a drink left yet to order. So we were actually wanted to wait for Raymond to order but he haven return ... i see the time already 8.40pm so i think better order now or not sure later waste. So i ordered Jasmine Honey. Then Raymond came back, and luckily he managed to sing one last song before it all ended. HHAHA
After that we went to Serangoon Gardens Chomp Chomp to makan. We met up with Jerry and Shander again and went for our dinner. We order alot of food. Got BBQ Fish, Chicken Wings, Satay, LaLa, Chilli KangKong and Char Kway Teow. We enjoyed chatting and gossiping about Raymond and Jerry. The Story of their movie which Jerry cannot remember doing it. haha
After that we went home and i send my dear dear home... She pack her stuff and ask me to bring back home for her so she today no need to bring. She was trying on some of her dress for Sunday's Andrew Wedding dinner. She says she looks fat so she tried a few. I told her maybe we saturday go walk walk and see got better dress to wear lo.
I was tired but i dare not tell her ... scare she angry ... haha when she smile i feel all the tireness and stress on me is gone because i made her happy. Muackz dear thanks for the smile u always gave me Muackz I love u Dear Dear

Labels: ChompChomp, DarDar, DearDear, Jerry, KTV, Raymond, Shander
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