My confession
Things has happened so fast that all that i can think of is her. Haiz Life has been way too difficult without her. I felt handicapped. Why pple keep reminding and say must cherish but in the end they dun. I understand why. Because now when things happen and can't be resolved by just saying pls forgive me, i know what to do and cherish in my life. I really love u dear. I really do... all the things i have said and done proves me and to you that i am willing to take a step forward and change for the better future. Like i have said i may not be the perfect guy for you. But i will try to meet ur means and target of life. I have applied for my studies in Direct Bachelor's in BIT (Business IT) and also i will resume my driving lessons on next week. Hopefully i know i may think too much and rushing things too fast paced. But if u could understand wat is undergoing inside my emotions and heart. U will know how much i wish u could be by my side. 
I know u are afraid that i will be another 3 min guy who say and dun do or may not last again. I told u and myself that it will never happen again. Losing u is already that painful... i can;t take another one. Trust me dear. I know i can do it and i will. Give me a chance.
During this time being i am totally lost .... i keep looking at how happy we were in the past and also how loving we are. Dear Dear if u are reading this, I dun dare to ask for anything. I only need your love care and concern. Sorry i always never take note of small things that lead to all the quarrels we had.
From now onwards, i will change for the better. For everything i can do to make u happy because i love u. I need u. U are the one i can have that makes my life meaningful. Sorry deardear let me take care of u ok? Do reply me if u can thanks
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