Another day of despair
Haiz woke up, been thinking abt her all day ... my mind just can't get her out. I been controlling myself not to contact her. Becoz this is wat she wants. My life ended. My body is retarded. Nothing is the same again. I dunno how long i can control. But i will do it as long as she is happy. Nothing can change wat has happened. Nobody has the power to change the past. All i can say is dear i love u. I miss u so much. I hate myself.
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